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[May. 30th, 2008|05:39 am] |
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| | alanis morissette - flavors of entanglement | ] |
we take apart pieces
of ourselves every day
and try to figure out
what it means to
put them back together.
my eggshell framework is stronger
than i thought it was
but i'm still finding ways
to hold myself together.
i tried lighting the match
but i've lost the spark
now this fire is burning
but i'm still in the dark
and all of these times
i've tried to write you a song
nothing sounds right
the words come out wrong
i almost found it
but i lost it again
i almost fell
but i caught myself
in the end.
why do i do this when
i know it's not right?
i'm trying to sleep
but i'm restless tonight.
i tried lighting the match
but i've lost the spark
now this fire is burning
but i'm still in the dark
and all of these times
i've tried to write you a song
nothing sounds right
the words come out wrong
now lie back,
this won't hurt a bit
i said i'd tell you the truth
i'll try to make it quick
this paper of mine
has become a black hole
i'm trying to speak
but it's stolen my soul
i tried lighting the match
but i've lost the spark
now this fire is burning
but i'm still in the dark
and all of these times
i've tried to write you a song
nothing sounds right
the words come out wrong |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 26th, 2008|07:41 am] |
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| | sweet jane - the velvet underground/parallel - jessica harp | ] |
i can't do this... i don't know how to write here anymore. |
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[Feb. 20th, 2008|08:36 am] |
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| | paramore | ] |
my life is cool. |
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[Feb. 14th, 2008|10:04 am] |
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ah, forget about it.. |
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| my analysis of superbowls, past and present |
[Feb. 4th, 2008|02:49 am] |
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| | beverly hills ninja | ] |
all the seasons have had kind of an overtone to them.. a consequence to them, for each team. In the eagles' superbowl game against the patriots, it was (at least in philly), a chance to actually win the big one, instead of just the nfc game, or the divisional game; new england was about cementing that dynasty title. superbowl xl was about big ben following in the footsteps of the 75-80, terry bradshaw steelers. for superbowl xli, the story for the nfc game was about the team who had been hit hard by katrina and wanted to show the world, against the team who had an underdog (or shall i say, bad) quarterback, in the shadow of the 85 bears. the afc game was about the champion patriots trying to keep the ball rolling, against the colts, with a quarterback who had waited 9 long years of being good but not good enough. so the bears and the colts went to the superbowl, and payton finally fulfilled his destiny as the chosen one, and rex grossman kind of faded into the backup quarter back position(that's another story). this season, was about one thing, and one thing only. the patriots' need for perfection, and EVERYONE ELSE wanting them to lose. i feel like everyone kind of became giants fans for 2 weeks. it was big strong tom brady vs. payton's little brother, the occasionally fantastic, little eli with no confidence. they had beaten the insane odds of being the wildcard team, and then beating the cowboys who were actually working for once since the glory days, despite having a quarterback obsessing with jessica simpson and having the loudest mouth in football on their team; they had beaten the packers, with brett favre, one of the best ever trying to win a superbowl in one of the last seasons of his career (though i think this guy is a robot and he's never going to get old), and now they had to fight the monster that is the patriots. it's as close as you can
possibly get to a david and goliath story. i'm not a giants fan; most of the time they're my rivals. but for tonight, i became one.
it's funny how most of this is just about people fighting against the patriots. which is ironic because you should be patriotic.
i don't know. i really just love football. there's so much innuendo that can come from just the two numbers of a team's record.
sorry if this sounds dumb. i'm a little fucked up. |
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| wicka wicka, what's up guys? |
[Jan. 22nd, 2008|07:07 pm] |
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| | my apartment :) | ] |
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| | house of 1000 corpses - rob zombie | ] |
i know.. i said before i would write.. i don't know which journal it was. but this time i'm for real. i swear. we finally got internet in our apartment. the first time i've had good internet since i was at school. and that wasn't even very good.
but yeah, how's everybody?
updates..
i now work at Caesars Atlantic City, NJ
Joe and i are living in an apartment outside of the city
we just got a new car.. a mustang!
life is great. but i'm just so tired all the time. my schedule is killer. seriously.
i know you guys probably don't care anymore.. comment if you want.. i missed you guys! |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 8th, 2005|11:04 pm] |
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| | goo goo dolls - better days | ] |
wow. shit really is just, DIFFERENT, isn't it? i just imed megan shitama, because i'm going to see rent, and she's the one i think about when i think of rent (besides her stupid sister) and i just wanted to say hi and stuff, because we haven't talked since the beginning of last year, and here's what was said:
ordinaryday6: hey meg, i know it's weird to im you since we haven't talked in ages, but i'm going to ny this weekend to see rent, and of course, i thought of you, so i wanted to say hey. so...hey! lol
on m y own 525: hey
Auto response from ordinaryday6: are you in? or are you out?
and that was all.
so um...wtf.
um, today was a damn good day. work wasn't too bad. just long. i handed out porkchops. to claire and jana and kristin. lol. next year is going to be INSANE!
spanish quiz tomorrow.
come on brower, grade the fucking imperfecto subjuntivo quizzes dude! i wanna know what i goooooooooot.
notecards are good. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 3rd, 2005|01:38 pm] |
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| | my time in exile | ] |
so, i start work tonight. i'm not exactly looking forward to it, but i'm going to attempt to have a positive attitude about going back there, because basically: commons --> san francisco.
i got a letter from james (celes from the wreckers boards) cuz he's in basic training, and i told him that i'd write to him. he had to write me a letter first cuz he didn't know his address when he left. i always like that kid, despite his spam-tastic tendencies.
hmm. have to go. have to close all my windows and figure something out with the disk space on my computer.. |
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| same old, same old. |
[Oct. 24th, 2005|09:17 pm] |
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| | the good fight - dashboard | ] |
that thing that i was fucking writing that i thought might turn out good, has hit that point where i hate it. i fucking hate how that happens everytime. |
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